When I moved I dropped down to 125lbs. But I got pretty carried away with drinking and fast food with new friends and got back up to 150lbs. So I got back into it. Dropped 10lbs and I am still working my way down. I have been doing great. Exercise is more a part of my life now then ever. I play sports. I snowboard and skate. I have been doing P90X yoga and lifting weights. My mood is so much much much better. I am living with my boyfriend of just over a year.
I want to change the disposition of my blog. It will still be Thinspo. I will resurrect my Thinspo Thursday and post my eating when I can. Living with my man will make this a little challenging. But there is no self loathing. No more masochism. No more cutting, cocaine, weed, booze or hate. I went to a dark place not long after my last post. I wanted to end my life. I am happier now more than ever, but I still strive to be thin.
I am sick right now. Doctor said it might be the flu so I have been feeling a bit lethargic. Not so much exercise but it's been easier to eat less. The man is supportive of my latest diet efforts, but he thinks I don't need to be having the diet pills.
Today's calories are a bit high. But today was my weigh in and I celebrated with a chocolate milk shake at McDonalds. Tomorrow I will do better. I can take off my jeans without unbuttoning them. 5 more pounds and I will buy a new pair just a bit tight. Hooray!
Calories: 1323
Exercise: 1614
Net: -291
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2 comments:
I'm glad to hear you are in a happier place this year! Buying new [smaller] jeans is right up there with the best things in life, in my opinion! : ) Good luck!
You are so right. Nothing better than seeing a smaller number on the tag of my pants. I remember the first time I got into a size 2 dress I was so proud. I don't even want to think about my dress size right now... but I see a big 0 in my future. :)
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